Something about my uncertain job
I've always thought, since i was a little boy, what i wanted to become in the future, and i kept that though: Filmmaker... some things have changed, but one true thing is that i would love to work at the montage of films proffesionally but, actually, being a director has been my childhood fantasy, so i will give everything for that to happen. OH! but wait! recently, my options have become blurry, i cannot say what i want exactly cause many things have kept my atention. should i become a tattooer?a mangaka? an underground musician? a pop one? a conpectual weirdo... I don't know, and most importantly, i thingk i don't wanna know yet... it's gonna be a hell of a ride i want to discover and experiment , even if it takes me to a sh*thole, it would make me happy to at least try. therefore i imagine my future as a happy one, an interesting one, hopfully without regrets.
Depending on my options, it could be that i could pass all night long awaken playing guitar at the hipsterest cantina, or may spend all day suffering at a computer editing a movie..perhaps i'll be at home drawing in the studio, or travelling to some epic landscape to film. The only thing i know for certain is that sleeping is something i can begin to forget.. cause i'll always have a deadline to kill my bed desires.
This takes me to say, travelling is something i've always loved and wanted to do in my life, and i don't really care if its due to my job or as a hobby. However do care about having the posibillity of doing it whenever i want... cause i consider myself something of a nomad, in fact, i've lived in 9 houses in my life and in this particular moment i'm moving again (hahaha). moving on, i think that no matter what i do, i'll be travelling regularly. zo kool <3.
In financial matters.... wel... i only need to be good at IT, give my all, push until acchieving my goals or settle with my best option... the only important thing i believe is to try hard and persevere. And this i always say, i would preffer to die from hunger and live on in my work, that to become something that only wants to survive in this world. But for at least try, i'm currently studyng Film & TV, maybe next will be music...who knows.
Depending on my options, it could be that i could pass all night long awaken playing guitar at the hipsterest cantina, or may spend all day suffering at a computer editing a movie..perhaps i'll be at home drawing in the studio, or travelling to some epic landscape to film. The only thing i know for certain is that sleeping is something i can begin to forget.. cause i'll always have a deadline to kill my bed desires.
This takes me to say, travelling is something i've always loved and wanted to do in my life, and i don't really care if its due to my job or as a hobby. However do care about having the posibillity of doing it whenever i want... cause i consider myself something of a nomad, in fact, i've lived in 9 houses in my life and in this particular moment i'm moving again (hahaha). moving on, i think that no matter what i do, i'll be travelling regularly. zo kool <3.
In financial matters.... wel... i only need to be good at IT, give my all, push until acchieving my goals or settle with my best option... the only important thing i believe is to try hard and persevere. And this i always say, i would preffer to die from hunger and live on in my work, that to become something that only wants to survive in this world. But for at least try, i'm currently studyng Film & TV, maybe next will be music...who knows.
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